The sohrt story of me

The things that I can say about myself isn’t long . in fact I can short and tell all of it by telling a shot story that now – exactly now I remembered it -it comes back to the time that I was a teen . at that time I realy like to study and know all sorts of informations and different things . from phisycs and life-style to sience and philosophy . everything that I was seeing , was in my investigative mind, looking for new informations . and new queries have come and go . at that time I don’t have any frame for gathering my various ideas and guesses .however it wasn’t so bad I didn’t have bad feeling to be like that.
I ming that one time because of my interests I give one research to a festival that it was realy impotant and reliable .i didn’t hope to invite to there . after a long time they call with me and say that you should be present there . yes they summon me to there , it was realy inceadable for me . . tat research festival belonged to adult peopels not for teens . I didn’t understand how the time passed and how I reach to the place of samposium . you cant image it , all the grandfathers were And I realy didn’t know how should I be . I went to the side of endest chair of there . tried to seems formal and sit . it was my first experience of being formal . anybody didn’t look at me and it was good sign . I wasn’t tableau . politicians and positions came and present their lecture . gradually the environment became common for me . I started to skip and looking my inside . they were talking – I mean grandfathers – their shapes indicated that they are the statue of research . I realy listened to them . I didn’t understand any thing .
there were a man close to me who were younger than them .he started to explain about somebodies who were there . he told me : that one is the best researcher about history of … . that one worked on … for … years . I wondered more and more . okey! your right so why im here . to be or not to be that’s a question ! we were reaching to the time of introducing selected researches . all of us waiting for that . grandfathers and a child . speaker said : the first research : Mehdi bazargani (me) club for him . I go forward and my grandfathers looking at me. I won the first prize but I couldn’t believe in … is it reality or dream?
It was realy real and the first lesson for having self confidence everywhere and every time .